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Thursday, January 9th, 2003
| Time |
Event |
| 8:17p |
/So, Jay has his own
Daemons now/ *Do they have
names?* /Not yet. I'm not even sure
they're actually doing anything yet/ *Aah, so the point was "look at me, I can hire someone"
with him, rather than Tim's "look at me, I can do something that I
couldn't do before!"*
/Pretty much/
*I wish Tim had gone for that*
/What? Why?/
*I never liked thinking of my existence and life
as...well, opportunistic*
/You haven't? I have, it makes things easier/
*Yeah? Like what?*
/Just about everything, really. Tormenting
prisoners, for instance - it's nice to be able to say "I was put in this
place just to cause you pain"/
*Yeah, but that's your career. There's more
to existance than that, right?*
/Oh yeah, sure, there's plenty - but the joy doesn't
end there. What were you thinking when Tim gave us soxmas.mov to play
with/
*You mean besides "wow, humans are weird" and "this
is funny stuff"?*
/Yeah, besides that/
*Not much*
/Aah, then you missed it... I felt like Tim had
just offered us something more. You know, when you're made for one thing
and then get to do two, or three, or more.../
*So you like the idea of your life being a
gift?*
/It's not my life that's a gift, Nik. It's my state
of being, my position, my ability to grow beyond it all...that comes from
having a nice creator and a nice patron/
*...that's not religion I hear, is it?, Kile?*
/What? Oh, Nik, you gotta be kidding me!/
*It certainly sounded religious to me*
/How?/
*You seem to be compating Tim to your creator...*
/Oh. examines self Perhaps linguistically.
But that's not what I meant and you know it.../
*That's the perception I'm getting from reading this
rather than watching it, though*
/...well, that's not what I meant/
*Denying it doesn't help your case*
/...perhaps not.../
*But you don't care about the Court of Public
Opinion anyway, do you Kile?*
/Not a bit/
*I'm part of the public, Nik*
/You are not/
*...well, maybe not. But until we actually meet
those new guys, they certainly are. And I'm not really in the mood to
meet them with you looking like a religious zealot worshipping Tim and the
keyboard he types on*
/Nik!/
*What?*
/...fsck off, dude/
*What, you think I'm self-righteous*
/What...where in /dev are you getting this?/
*I'm reading what I sound like too*
/Wh...oh/
*Yeah. 'Oh'*
/[...]/
*What?*
*What?*
/You know, maybe those new guys won't come by any
time soon/
*Why do you say that?*
/You work it out/
*You scared?*
/Don't pu.../
*I am*
/...sh...what?/
*I like being one of only two killfile daemons in
the area. The idea of more of them around bothers me*
/What?/
*I'll work it out later. For now, I want nothing
more than to killfile Jay and his Daemons and let Tim sort it out
later*
/...WHAT?/
*Think we could talk Tim into it?*
/NIK! What the fsck.../
*I know, I know, I was just thinking out loud*
/...and you say I'm religious.../
*I do*
/[...]/
*Let's just leave it alone for now*
/Agreed/
*Alright, it's been 12 hours, when the hell is LJ
going to let us post this?* |
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